Tuesday, 5 May 2015

Is it just me?

Well, that went quickly!
About to say something I have wanted to say for many years.... I finished university on Friday! IT has long been a dream of mine to study English Literature and I've just done it! No more Essays, No more exams, No more deadlines (until September!) and oh my god it feels good to relax... but it doesn't really. In fact it feels pretty dull! I don't know if any other final year students feel the same way or have experienced this but I feel a bit empty at the minute, like i'm in limbo, no one told me this would be my overall emotion after 3 years of hard work, reading lists and all nighters. I was expecting a feeling of elation once that final essay hit the submission desk but instead I sit here wondering what to do for the next few months until my Masters degree begins.

Yes I can hear you all screaming "GET A JOB!!" at the screen and yes I do intend on doing so but I guess what i'm trying to say is that I don't feel how I expected to feel after ticking something off my bucket list. There are no self high 5's and not a flicker of a burning sense of pride. Is there something wrong with me??

Is it just me who feels like this right now??

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